My love for Supernatural is beyond reason. Seriously, I wish I could describe how much I love this show and the characters, but words are way above me. I feel like my vessel can't take the feels. /fangirl

make the love stop, it hurts ;_;

I lost track of the notes I needed for completing the commissions you payed for, so if it's not much trouble, I would be grateful if the people I owe commissions to and who paid would post about it here in this journal. It will be much easier than getting notes, I have a shitload of them, hah, so I can read every comment I need right here. Sorry, yet again, that it's taking so long. I had to retake some exams and deal with schoolwork, you know, bigger fish. Sorry about that. But yeah, thank you all for your patience, I'm hoping to hear from you soon so I can finally finish all the sketches I have. Thanks.

Hey, guys, sorry it's been so long! Just wanted to let you know about our first number of an online art magazine called ABCD'art. It's filled with illustrations, photography, interviews and a bunch of other cool stuff! It's only our first number, so be gentle. More to come, but until then, check this out on our Facebook page! Sharing it will bring us immense happiness.

Here it is: [link]

Thank you so much for reading this and for supposedly visiting/sharing our page!


EDIT: Thank you, everyone who visited and commented about it so far. There will be an English version very, very soon and we'll let you know how it goes! Till then, enjoy the beauty of the design my teammates and I have worked on!

I have been accused of tracing by people on Tumblr and now on DeviantArt. I am seriously done with this place. I'm sorry I try drawing anatomically correct and actually work my ass off to make them legitimate. I am sorry I draw from observation and use stock photos to correct whatever I don't yet know about anatomy and all of that, because clearly I should know everything beforehand and I shouldn't ever try learning something from everything I do. I am sick and tired of people who have nothing better to do than to fuck up their lives by going completely virtual and fucking other people up. I can't take it anymore. I came here and got a Tumblr as well so I can share whatever I do and learn and connect/have a conversation with others. But clearly that isn't enough for some of you since you get so easily butthurt over anything and you make others feel the same amount of shit you make yourself feel by giving way too many useless fucks. Seriously, I will finish the commissions I have to finish and get the fuck out of here for good. Of course some of you will accuse me of fleeing and leaving because of guilt and I bet you'll find something to point at. I can't even rest my case, I can give no arguments and even if I do, I still can't win. Ever. This combined with the makorraaction drawing drama is just making me easily decide if I should leave the internet for good. I have no more energy for this. I have real life problems I should deal with, so I apologize I actually have a life outside this virtual shithole. And last but not least, haters gonna hate. That's all I can say about this. Thank you for your support so far, it's been a bumpy ride, but I learned a lot of things in the process, including the how to ignore and repress extremely sensitive people part. But really, guys, stop trying to change other people's worlds and start by looking in the fucking mirror instead. Good night, it's been charming.

Edit: Thank you. All of you. It really does help when I see people are actually supporting me. I was expecting continuous hatred after I posted this journal for some reason, but I was surprised to see that didn't happen. Just wanted to make it clear, I do not trace, but I do compare every basic line, basic anatomy, and get a lot of help from the said position of said person. I'm a perfectionist and I tend to overcheck and overdo everything. It's just the way I am and have always been.  It's really helpful, though, my hand is now used to automatically correct everything I find wrong, so using references all this time really helped me evolve. And I'll keep doing it till the day I die. Observation is everything for me and there are so many, many things to keep observing and understanding. I really don't know why it's viewed so negatively by some people, but it's their problem and not mine. I do need a break from the internet even if I don't leave for good. So that's definitely going to happen. I'll probably come back when the sea is calm and when I become wiser. Wiser as in I can keep my shit together even if I get hatred thrown my way and I can just gladly share my work.
But really, thank you, everyone.

I finally made a Tumblr! I'm still trying to understand how it works, but if you'd like to follow, here it is: [link]


I'll probably start posting more on my tumblr, sketches and personal stuff included, so see you there!

[link]

Check out these beautiful people taking beautiful photography! They're at the beginning of their tumblr/virtual promotion world, so help them out by having a look.

I deeply apologize for my behavior in these past few hours. I have been under a lot of stress because of school and health, I just got back from the doctors and I admit my reaction in the latest journal I've posted was beyond immature and hysterical.. I really am sorry, but I react violently to people bashing me and calling me out for reasons I didn't intentionally do.. This is regarding my makorraaction drawing, it was an honest mistake, I didn't mean to come off as racist, I was blamed for white-washing Korra, which I seriously didn't realize. I know it's an exponential racism problem and I deeply apologize if I contributed to it in any way. I'm also sorry I started cussing at everyone and acting immaturely defensive, it was just my way of coping with the situation. I'm sorry. I've had some problems for the past few months, thus not finishing commissions as fast as I should and my inactivity here on deviantArt. All in all, I didn't mean to offend anyone, I was just angry and reacting to attacks. I know it's a low way of counteracting, but it just happened. I am sorry. I admit the drawing is inaccurate, meaning Korra's skin is whiter than it is. I wasn't concentrated enough to look for references, I just thought I could express love and passion through said drawing, I didn't completely think it through. And I'm sorry, I'll pay much more attention to skin tones from now on and if anything good came out of this is that I'll definitely experiment more with colors. Thank you everyone who supported me regardless of my unintentional mistake and sorry if I have offended anyone. I really am.

I'm going to fix the drawing as soon as possible and hopefully all will be good once again.

.

Just a heads up: for the next 3 weeks, I'm gonna be deep into shit with final exams and schoolwork. So, whoever I owe commissions to, BEAR WITH ME FOR 2 WEEKS AT LEAST, PLEASE! :I Seriously, I can't wait to finish school so I can just sit and draw, but I simply, literally can't. I have a shitload of stuff to do and I'm already in trouble with school, so I just need a little support from you guys. I promise I'll finish absolutely every commission I owe.

Thank you so much in advance, hope you're not mad at me and you have a little patience.

If anyone's interested, I have a few spare time in between other commissions, so I'm doing sketchy commissions. There are 6 slots open, so let me know through a note, if it's the case.

There are no Planet Earth dialects to express how I feel towards this episode, so I need y'all to get me started so my head doesn't implode.

Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra, Legend of Korra.


That's all. It's just beautiful.

I'm currently stuck at home so I'm all prepared for a long session of drawing. Therefore, I'm officially opening commissions again. It's 20$ black and white lineart + shading and 30$ full color (these prices are per character, full body included). So if you're up to it, I could really use some money and stuff to draw (I know it's kind of shitty when people say they could use some money, but we could all use money, so I'm just being honest).

If you're interested, which I hope you are, send me a note.


EDIT: I've been fucked over at least three times till now in which regards commissions aka I did the drawings and I got no money. Someone even deactivated their account after commissioning me and after I drew everything before the payment. So in order for me to start working on something, I'll have to ask for half the price before I draw anything and the other half after I finish it so it's fair to both parties. I know I still haven't finished some old commissions and even some new ones, I know that's just unprofessional from my part, but I would never just run away with the money. I've been in constant stress and random health issues for almost a year now, I'm sorry I keep excusing myself, but it's true.

So if anyone is still interested in commissions, please note me and we can talk about sending half the payment before I start doing anything just so I don't get fucked over again. Also, I can't keep track of my notes, I have a lot of them, I don't know which is which. So I'd like to ask the people I owe commissions to and already paid (also the unpaid ones) to send me an email on hildehhh@hotmail.com so I can work easily. Thank you very much for your patience and putting up with my shit for so long. I really appreciate it.

Just wanted to wish you all Happy Holidays and that it's been a shit year, but we made it so far. Hopefully, 2012 will be better, even if we supposedly die at the end of it. :3

Also, 200 more pageviews till my kiriban.


Cheers!

I know it's a little early, but I'm holding a kiriban at 999.000. I figured since it'll take a while to get there, I'll actually have time to draw a request for whoever gets it. I also have to finish another kiriban from a while ago, other commissions and school stuff, so yeah. Either way, just a heads up for whoever wants to catch it.

Thanks.

Hey. I know I've been ridiculously inactive for quite some time, but I'm in college now and my schedule is absolutely insane. I barely have time to eat, my dorm is a bitch to maintain and I can only draw what I have to draw for class. It's fun and all, but it really kills me. I wanted to apologize for all the commission delays and not posting anything recently and basically ignoring this site, but it's still a distraction despite its dullness. Hence, I might leave this site once I finish all commissions, so I'm just letting you know, if anyone still cares, hah. Either way, it's been really great and I've learned a lot being here, so I'm more than grateful.

Thank you all so very much for all your time and support.

Open for those. They'll look similar to this:

Still have to finish 3 more old commissions that I simply had no time to finish.

Also, sorry for being inactive all this time. I've been through tons of exams and deviantArt crashed really badly for the past few days.

Either way.. I got into college. Graphics section, Art University of Bucharest. Moving in the dorms next week.

Hope all of you are doing well.
Note me about the sketch commissions.


EDIT: Sorry about the sketch thing, they won't really be sketches, more like clean lineart plus some shading. Don't know if the price is too high, but I work a lot on them so I think 20 dollars per character is a reasonable price..

It's about . She's in need of financial help since she's trying to rebuild her life, so if you're kind enough, you could commission her and help her out. She's got some nice stuff and good prices, at least take a look.

I'm holding a kiriban at number 900.001 pageviews. If you're interested, try screencaping it and I'll draw a request.


EDIT: Okay, first of all... WHAT THE FUCK HOLY SHIT 20 MINUTES 5000 PAGEVIEWS WHAT THE FUCK

Yeah. That was shocking. EITHER WAY, got it!

Thank you!

The ones who already paid for their commission 2-3 months ago, send me an email at hildehhh@hotmail.com saying exactly what you asked for, how much you paid and your paypal name, so I can check the payment. Please, I really need to make a list of them.

The ones who requested commissions but didn't pay, send a comment here on this journal, shortly reminding me what I gotta do for you. (I'll work on them after I finished the already paid ones, because I'm swamped.)

I have no tablet at the moment, tho, but I'll get one as soon as possible, so please be a little more patient. I know it sucks and I'm stalling all the drawings quite a lot, but I had to pass my exams these past 2 months and I had time for nothing else, thus leaving me no time for drawing. At all. I barely draw lately and it's killing me, but yeah.

Noooow, however, I finished all my exams, passed them, thus waiting to get a tablet, finishing paid commissions, taking more commissions afterwards, applying/going to college. Yup, all good.

I'm really truly honestly however-you-want-me-to-be sorry for delaying commissions so badly, especially when you already paid.. You'll get them, that's completely certain, and I'll make them even better, it's just taking a while..

Thank you very very much for all your patience and not hating on me too much. Have a good day, guys. <3