I've had it with shit like this: [link]

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Guys, thank you so much for all of the support..It's really amazing.. But please try not to spam her with hatred comments or anything (even though I honestly got to the point where I enjoy them myself, because I just can't deal with shit like this anymore).. I posted the journal so I can get them removed, since (like always) dA doesn't give a shit about one report I give them..

Somebody on some site is apparently selling my stuff.

sent me a note regarding this:

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Hi, I often frequent this website called imvu that's kind of like Gaia or second life were you have an avatar and  there's forums were you can get people to draw your avatar and you pay them a currency which can be converted into real life money. A user named "Oil" has been caught selling some of your work. I'm wondering if this is your account?? They were trying to sell some works such as...
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as premades. A premade is a picture that someone draws that isn't based on any avatar they basically just draw whatever and someone buys it. (if that makes sense) They removed the pictures now from their shop but here's the link as you can see they still have one of your pictures as their icon.

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Just wondering if that's your account or someone impersonating you?

Thanks!

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It's not my account and I'm fucking raging over the thought.
This is the topic on which I commented as well: [link]

Can anyone help me in any way? I don't know what am I supposed to do..


edit: Thank you so much for all your support, guys.. And some of you even commented on her topic.. thank you. I sent a message to the IMVU staff, even tho I'm not sure they will care.. Hopefully they'll do something about it.. It's just so fucking frustrating. I mean, I get it, they steal art and post it on their shit site thing, but fucking selling it just crosses any limits. I don't even care anymore, tho. It pissed me off too badly.

But you guys are great, thank you so so much for all your support, really.. It means a lot. : ) : )



edit2: [link] recheck the post please and read all the threads on both pages. im seriously going to fucking kill someone.


edit3: they deleted the fucking post. im not even sure that fucking slutfuck whore got her frustrated unfucked ass banned. jesus christ, i feel like breaking everything i see.

I love how self-destructive I am. It's just hilarious.

Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world.
It's hard to get by just upon a smile.

OH MY GOD, I just saw Tangled. I think it's my favourite Disney movie ever made. It's just iowejhgyierjhmioejrbhnmksebhgposweigo no words.

AND EUGENE OHMYFUCKINGGOD *shot*



But yes. It's amazing. Easily one of my favourite animated movies of all time.

BRB, swooning some more.

my deviantart is fucked up. can anyone please contact the help desk and tell them to fix the european servers? cause apparently they arent working or some shit. its really fucking annoying and im pissed as hell and im using this site where it mirrors the server.

so please, contact someone to fix it.


also, i cant reply or post any comments or anything. and its been doing this for 10 hours now and it doesnt seem to get better. it just really fucking frustrates me.



oh my GOD its driving me fucking insane iuwhgyuej4nhgyklew m4hy9e4irjmg


EDIT: IT FINALLY FUCKING WORKS. very slow, BUT IT WORKS. thanks to . he's like a god or something. : ))) but he made it work SOMEHOW. i seriously hope it will just get back to normal on its own, without me having to hack it or some shit.. fucking hate the internet. i hate you, you stupid fucking internet and all your shit.

...i take that back, im way too addicted to the internetz.


BUT YES, IT WORKS. for now.

Apparently, we're back in 1969, 31st of December, to be exact.


note: check the date on any submission.


That was fucking trippy.

Hey, lovely bitches.

Just wanted to say Happy New Year. I know I should've said that before it happened, BUT I'VE BEEN TO, LIKE, PARTIES AND SHIT. One party, actually.

So yeah, I'm telling all of you guys now how much I love you and 2010 has been fuuuuull of happenings and stuff, but all for the best, I hope. It's been worth it. Hope everyone has a great 2011 cause we're all gonna die in 2012 anyways. SO MAKE IT WORTH IT, DAMMIT.


Anyways, I love you all and thank you so so so so so so so fucking much for all your great support and love and everything. It means a lot to me and it helped me get better and better. I love youuu.

Merry Christmas, little children. It's the most wonderful time of the year.


But I seriously wish I could actually feel it.. The unexplainable joy I always felt when I had to decorate everything and such.. God, I get too depressed during Christmas.

Anyways.. Hope y'all having fun and loving it as much as you can. It is indeed the most wonderful time of the year, only we don't know how to appreciate it as we should.


I love you all.


EDIT: DEAR GOD, I got SUCH a sexy and beautiful PSPgo for Christmas. I'm officially happy now.

ALSO! I need to name it. Well, not 'it'.. It's a boy. Any cool suggestions?

EDIT2: I NAMED HIM FRANZ! I thought about it before, but someone commented with the same name and I fucking love it. His name is Franz Clyde.

THANK YOU!

So much drama.

I want a new haircut. Short style. I seriously miss having short hair. Medium is kinda blah for me.

Also. My piercing obsession is getting even worse. I want a piercing. :I
It's like I'm living the age of 15 all over again, seriously. I need to get all rebel and shit.
Cut the fuck out of my hair, dye it red and get sexy boots.

No, but really, if you guys have any haircut suggestions, feel free to share!


..I also want to tattoo the 1UP mushroom on my wrist or the back of my neck. :I Yep. I'm 15 again.

Holy shit, someone linked this to me:

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He looks just like Steven, my gay hairdresser character. Not just the piercings, but the facial features. DEAR GOD.


..also..

THIS! LOOK! [link]

's part of our art trade. It's.. beautiful.

Hey.

Just wanted to let you know about , all of his watchers who also watch me. He made a new account, so go visit him.

Here it is: .


Give him love.

I need to rant a bit..
Here it goes..

So, my life has been shit lately, as always. But this latest shit happening to me is really killing every bit of energy I have left. Also, I'm randomly considering leaving dA for good, but I just can't do that yet. I'm pretty addicted to this site and it kills me, out of personal reasons.
I just don't know how to deal with anything anymore. Everything is so damn overwhelming, I feel like fucking screaming every night. I can go on with my day normally, during the actual day, but when night comes and I just stare blankly at the computer and have nothing to do nor I can sleep, I either start crying or have major angry outbursts. I can't take it anymore.

Everything is just too fucking overwhelming.. School and final exams pressure is fucking me up as well, then everything happening in my life, relationships with people, etc.. I just feel like I trust no one, no matter what. I feel no backup or support, nor anyone is showing affection to me. I need affection. Is it that bad?
I just need a little amount of affection, someone I care about showing they care about me too.

It's seriously killing me. And I don't know what to do anymore. I felt like ranting here because it's the only place I can freely talk about stuff like this without being judged. Everyone treats me coldly, only throwing cold, strict advices my way that don't really help. I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what's right or wrong. I don't know who I am or what should I do. I completely lost my personality and I fucking hate it more than anything.

I'm sorry I'm constantly bitching, but I seriously need to vent, even if just a little bit and on this site..

made a journal with Secret Santa requests, sort of.

Aaaaaand, I wanted to make one too, in hopes of seeing a drawing of Freude.

I'm not really sure how this works, but.. I'm asking Santa for a drawing with my character Freude, maybe I'll get it.




Dear Santa, I love you and always believed in you, so would you please, please give me a drawing of Freude?

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And it ain't just me. Not fair for all the people.


Edit:

Dudes, I don't want to create a big drama out of this, but how the hell else could DeviantArt give a crap if it's only just one report? I mean, seriously, has dA ever done anything about art theft if it only got one report from said person? They didn't do shit unless everything became a big deal and they actually took notice in the end.

But seriously, if someone thinks I'm being immature or trying to get attention or causing a fuss, then I'm really sorry if I came off as that.. This person stole various pictures and drawings off of this site and re-posted them on her user, which do not belong to her whatsoever and nobody realized it before someone linked my own deviation to me. That's why I'm making this public and 'making a drama out of it', so things could actually get done.


Oh, and also, she's from my country, which makes it even more sad. Really disappointing.


Just sayin'.


Edit2: ..I think she'll get the point when she logs in.. Thank you so much for supporting me and other people who got their stuff stolen, but now let's just hope the reports work and the pictures are taken down soon. All the comments she got were mean as hell, so I hope she won't get any more of those..

But really, guys, thank you so much for all your support. And I apologize once again for coming off as a bitch.. Wasn't my initial intention.



IMPORTANTEDIT: All of the deviations were taken down. Thank you so much for helping me bring justice to this shit. I'm also sorry for her that she got all those hatred-filled comments, but hell, shit happens..

"Feeling lonely, isolated.. thinking of what was once."

What the hell, deviantArt?! All my pictures have absolutely no favourite or comment or view. Nor do other pictures of other people here. Is this happening to you as well?



Feature of a good friend:

          
          
    
    

I recently realized I have an unhealthy obsession with Cillian Murphy. That guy is just.. yeah. I.. yeah, I fucking love him.

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Oh, also, I think I have a little crush on a 15 year old. Does that make me a pedophile? The kid's just gorgeous.

I'm really sorry for my last journals, in which I've constantly said I won't be active on this site for a while.. But my last one.. well, shit has actually happened this time.. I can't really talk about it, but it affected me badly..

So, I apologize for first saying I won't submit anything for a while, then disregarding the journal and kept submitting.. and now I apologize for my last journal and to anyone who thought I'm 'an attention whore' and 'you said this last time'.

I know I'm usually a dramatic person and whatnot, especially with rants on journals and going 'rebel' and saying I won't be here when I clearly can't stay away..
I pretty much forced myself not to stay on this site because I needed a break from the computer..
But I couldn't stay away, unfortunately.. That's why i kept submitting shit when I didn't have to.

This time, tho, I really had to stop logging in on dA for at least 2 days. Now things are better and I might get back to work very soon.



That be said, I'm very sorry for constantly disappointing my watchers, apparently, and I promise I'll make it up to you guys somehow... I really have no idea how...

All you guys have been awesome and full of love, which I really do not deserve.. So, thank you. Each and every one of you. Even if I never replied to your messages or thank you for watching/commenting/faving me. I always read and appreciate everything you guys send to me, despite my silence.



Thank you so much, dudes. You've really made me push myself harder and get better and better each day. I owe it to all of you.

Thank you and I'll see you soon enough.