I'm really sorry for my last journals, in which I've constantly said I won't be active on this site for a while.. But my last one.. well, shit has actually happened this time.. I can't really talk about it, but it affected me badly..
So, I apologize for first saying I won't submit anything for a while, then disregarding the journal and kept submitting.. and now I apologize for my last journal and to anyone who thought I'm 'an attention whore' and 'you said this last time'.
I know I'm usually a dramatic person and whatnot, especially with rants on journals and going 'rebel' and saying I won't be here when I clearly can't stay away..
I pretty much forced myself not to stay on this site because I needed a break from the computer..
But I couldn't stay away, unfortunately.. That's why i kept submitting shit when I didn't have to.
This time, tho, I really had to stop logging in on dA for at least 2 days. Now things are better and I might get back to work very soon.
That be said, I'm very sorry for constantly disappointing my watchers, apparently, and I promise I'll make it up to you guys somehow... I really have no idea how...
All you guys have been awesome and full of love, which I really do not deserve.. So, thank you. Each and every one of you. Even if I never replied to your messages or thank you for watching/commenting/faving me. I always read and appreciate everything you guys send to me, despite my silence.
Thank you so much, dudes. You've really made me push myself harder and get better and better each day. I owe it to all of you.
Thank you and I'll see you soon enough.